For the past few days i have been battling with various viruses and spywares over control of my laptop and i think i am finally winning! *crosses fingers/touches wood/says a prayer/does everything possible to avoid jinxing it*
But what is really getting to me is that tomorrow is my birthday and I am not at ALL excited about it. Honestly the only reason I AM excited the lil bit that i am, is because G, C & K are really excited about it! K has been after my life for the past ten days or so to let her know what I want for my birthday and G and C for the past couple of days have been asking me the same thing. And honestly, I don’t know!
Sure there are a lot of things I truly truly want and need … like a new DVD drive for my laptop and possibly a new motherboard too, I need maybe a membership to a gym (these past 5-7 months have been TERRIBLE on my body), maybe an external hard drive, a pair of sunglasses and i don’t know a few more things! But the problem is, though these are my bestest friends, I can’t ask them for anything out of the above list. It’s either way too expensive or i’m way too picky about it to truly appreciate what they choose for me (talking bout the sunglasses here).
Though with K, we decided that since I really need to get some new clothes, she’s gonna take me shopping for some – and honestly i would really appreciate that. G asked me if she should do the same, but since I’m already gonna do that with K, i’m gonna go with something else with her. Though I still don’t know what it is I want.
It’s come to a point where I am actually googling my options even with something as crappy as ‘What do i want for my birthday’! and guess what, I’m not the only who’s been in this situation. Apparently there are plenty of people who’ve had this problem and have turned to the trusty ol’ internet for their answers. Hoping that atleast this search inspires me to find something that I truly want/need!
Gotta go now, cos C’s given me an hour to tell her what I want.. and come to think of it, I have only about 40 minutes left – YIKES!
