Back (on track)

So yes, its been a while since I’ve posted.. a couple of months in fact. I just needed a break from all the bitching that mainly filled up the pages of this blog… and anything and everything that would induce my ramblings. So i needed something of an online getaway and the answer to that was BLEACH!

So a LOT has happened since… K’s sister was in town for nearly a month and I had the best time in Texas and for once the whole frustration and self-induced loneliness and all of that crap were completely thrown out of the window. And there’s something else that struck me while W (K’s sister) was in town… even if at the end of everything, K and me head for splitsville even as friends, I don’t want to lose W! She’s like a little sister to me and K’s part as the mediating bond was long outgrown in that relationship. And as strange as it might sound coming from someone with 3 siblings of his own, I really cherish what I have with W.. even though we might not talk as often and stuff.

Anywho, I’m so glad that W did come by here and stayed for as long as she did… those so far were the only days when I actually was not depressed or sad but infact happy in the States!

And then something better was in store…

G and C and me had been planning a trip for nearly 6 months now and till the very end, we weren’t sure if it was even going to work out or not. Eventually that plan ended up being that we should meet in Chicago with S. So that being set, the only question left for me was… how do I get there!?

Any guesses on how that ended up happening?? I FLEW TO CHICAGO!!! Yes, I mean me and K in a small little plane, flying ourselves to Chicago… How cool is that? I flew 6 hours to meet my best-friends!!! (that too on the same day we both got our Private Licenses ) Those 6 days were THE best days I’ve spent since leaving India.. and maybe even of my life!! It felt so good to meet G & C and even S.

On that note.. something else also happened during these past few months. I haven’t told too many people about what went down between K and me. Well, people do know that we’ve broken up.. but no one really knows the why and how and the details. And the only people who knew were G, C & L*. But then, the whole thing came up with S and I decided I’d let him in! Sure, I still think of him as one of my best friends.. and so does he, but the truth is, we have been living our own lives for the past year or two now and haven’t really been too close since. But honestly, I am SOO glad that I did tell him. It was just great to know that I could count on him and inspite of his initial outrage at what had happened (and also at me not telling him earlier), he quickly turned around to being really supportive!

I’m just glad that I have such great friends.. and at times I even feel I haven’t done anything to even deserve them!

*L is a friend who I haven’t really known for too long but she really is one of my closer friends as of now!