A quack quack here and a quack quack there

yeah, i can’t really really think of a title for this post . It’s just all a mess in my head *looks around before completing the sentence* … and my room! Well, I DID clean up a little earlier in the day, but very visibly not enough

If i try to find the underlying theme to the day, I think it was people who are a part of my past and not the present. Some of them I’m making some efforts to get back in touch with – while there are those who threaten to invade my life even though i do not want them around. There is B to begin with – he’s back in the country, and for the next week or so, in town for some stuff. But luckily, unless fate brings us together, we shouldn’t have any issues keeping our distance cos of our mutual dislike for the other.

And later in the evening, I had gone to the movies with K and a friend. There we bumped into another friend of ours from college days.. and among other things, of course we got to talking about all the people we know and what they are all up to. And then it came up – MV: another ‘friend’ from college – was heading back for India sometime in the near future. And the thing is, he’s gonna be shifting base to bbay and i’m not sure if i’ll really be able to avoid meeting him! aaaarghhh..

The deal with MV involves a lot of history with me and K. And though at one point he was a good friend, I can not bear him anymore. One of our breaks that we were on over the years, K had a thing with MV and though at that time i really didn’t make much of it, it suddenly mattered later on and I couldn’t have him around me and not want to punch him in the face. Probably the only reason I didn’t lose my cool around him was my reasoning that if I could accept K for doing all of that, then I should be able to do the same with MV right.. cos both of them were equally at fault (or not) for whatever transpired between them. And eventually after the break up, when he suddenly popped back into the scene, i realised that I was no more overlooking K’s deeds – and that meant i didn’t have to feel guilty about not liking MV either! Ah well.. i know i’ve got issues