of the blues and the blahs

all these days that i haven’t posted (and even between my last few posts) i’ve had so many things to post about.. many that i decided i would write as soon as i got to my laptop.. and some that even made it out of my head and onto my cell or some scrap of paper.. but never really over here.

it’s just that whenever i’m feeling an excess of emotions or just feeling blah, i can’t really write. i know they’re extremes, but when there’s too much in my head, its like i can’t get it to make sense when out of my head and nothing ever makes sense. And when i’m blah.. well meh!

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it seems like this year is not only going to be characterized by the financial downturn in most people’s lives but also the personal ones that most people I know are going through. To begin with there’re G & C… as I had spoken bout them some time mid last year… well for both of them things are quite in the shambles right now. Not SO much for C actually. Her long-distance bf KRS came down some time in November last year and so far they were having a brilliant time, and not ever have I seen her so content with her relationship *touches wood*. And for G, things were going brilliantly with her guy MJ for quite some time… And then God had to be the mean kid with a magnifying glass and ruin things for both of them.

G finally woke up to the reality at the turn of the year that as great as things were between her and MJ, it was only in the present and that there was absolutely NO future for her in it.. for way too many reasons. And ever since, she’s been battling with the presence of MJ in her life much akin to leeches that refuse to come off your skin.

As for C, KRS is now heading back to the US.. cos things here didn’t work out quite as well as he’d hoped for. And now they’re left with dealing with the long-distance relationship all over and the question of how they’re going to make things work! AARGHHH! why GOD why? why ruin EVERY ONE’s love lives?

And as if that wasn’t enough, there’s more.. there’s my sister! She’s been married for almost 10 years now and has two kids. And off late, she’s decided that she can’t take it anymore.. not getting into details, but things really haven’t been going too well for her almost since the beginning. And now she is hell bent on getting separated if not divorced. And if her personal matters were not enough to complicate thins, divorce/separation in our society, is not really that welcome a step.

Oh well, I sure do hope that things work out well for everyone!