Being Zev Nyklus

: I’m a 22 year old male - Indian (and no thats not Red Indian or whatever. i mean from INDIA)

: This is my outlet for everything i feel. It will be a reflection of my life - or atleast as how i see it!

: No one from my real life knows about this blog. So this blog is going to be my space for my very private (in a very public manner now i guess) thoughts and feelings.

: And just to respect the privacy of the people I am going to talk about in my blog, I am not going to be using their actual names or initials. They’re all made up by me.

: I’m proud to be an Indian

: I’ve been with K (my girlfriend) for over 4 years now

: Though right now things are really fucked up between us and don’t know if we’ll get through it. (I SOOO hope we do!)

: Me n K are currently living-in

: I have a family thats a little too big

: Family is not exactly my idea of a close-knit social unit

: My friends are my support system and not my family

: I believe in Love

: I believe in Friendship

: I believe that a guy and a girl CAN be JUST Friends… without any sexual or romantic undertones.

: I love reading

: I like music - but have my moments when i can’t really stand it.

: I love flying – planes, but having wings would be cool beyond compare!

: I love knowing what other people have to say about my entries. And it doesn’t matter if its in affirmation or not to my thoughts.

: I know that we are all different and that none of us is perfect - definitely not me.

: I love gifting! And atleast according to my girlfriend and best friends, i have a knack for picking out good stuff for girls

: I have black hair and brown eyes

: I get emotional easily

: I am a bit sensitive for a guy…

: I see nothing wrong in guys being emotional

: I am a corny romantic in real life (and sadly my girlfriend doesnt see the romantic part in most of it, and just finds it too corny!!)

: I think chicken is the best culinary thing to have happened to mankind. Chicken and Mangoes

: I hate grasshoppers

: I am generally very social and make friends more easily than most

: I cant tell a story or a joke for nuts. I tend to elaborate on everything and lose track!

: I hate it when people spoil movies or books by babbling the plots out loud. Even if it is a stupid romantic where you know what’s going to happen at the end, I hate knowing beforehand how exactly it happens (also hate those f***s who released spoilers for Harry Potter).

: Yes I’ve read Harry Potter and have enjoyed it. So WHAT?

: Though at the same time, while watching a movie, i love discussing whats gonna happen in the next 3-4 minutes.

: ‘The Apt Pupil’ left me disturbed for quite some time.

: I love syringes… only for medical uses though!

: I go through phases of either sleeping too much or too little. Never have I had a 6-8 hour a day sleep schedule.

: Same for eating. Am currently on the eat less side of the scale.

: I believe that some dreams actually are more than just dreams

: I wish I could play a musical instrument. Guitar or drums ideally

: I wish i had SOME talent!

: I am generally a non-conformist

I want to hear from you. Leave me a comment if you have something to say about any of my entries…

17th January 2008

 

Thought I’d update this page a little bit!

:  2 days after writing the above bit, K and me broke up!

: We are still living-in and the drama hasn’t really ended yet.

: My social skills have really been shut in some corner of brain for the moment

: Am not exactly the most frequent blog updater!

: I love cooking and am not half bad at it!

hmmm thats about all that i can think of for now…

29th March 2008